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Siedzę i se piszę konspekcik z językoznawstwa, bo mam egzamin. Konspekcik nawet w połowie nie jest gotowy, a egzamin to mam we środę z rana. Nic jeszcze nie umiem, ale przecież jest jeszcze duuuuuzo czasu.  

Ah, sesja na mnie źle wpływa, ale to nic, tylko dwa egzaminy mi zostały.

Głupi wpis jest głupi, ale przynajmniej dałam znak, że żyję. Jeśli kogoś to ciekawi. 
 
 
Current Mood: workingworking
Current Music: ricky martin & natalia jimenez - lo mejor de mi vida eres tu
 
 
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06 November 2010 @ 07:03 pm
 It's already November? Wow.

 Ah, I'm tired, but I cannot be because there's still a million things to do, read and learn. I'll have to write two mid term tests next week and I have another one in two weeks. Delightful!

  I'm pissed off on myself because I'm not doing my best with Korean. I'm learning it for about a month, but I still suck at it. My knowledge is so poor. Argh! Lately I'm almost always mad at myself. It seems to me that I could do so much better with studies, but I just fail at everything. I just disappoint myself. 
 
 After my 1st lecture with my new-old Phonetics teacher I understood one thing: I don't know how to pronounce English correctly. *headdesk*
 British English,y u no be more simpler? I'm watching Little Britain and I just don't understand what they're saying T__T

 My birthday is at the end of this month and it means that I'll get something as a present from my mom. My mommy is cool and she always buys cool books for me, but now I'm seriously thinking about telling her what to buy. So here I am, torn between Korean grammar book/good dictionary  and BEAST's Mastermind part 2 (or whatever it's called).  I'm  so khunfused confused!

Edit. My inner HOTTEST woke up and wants Still 2PM. Now I'm really khunfused
 
 
Current Mood: stressedstressed
Current Music: Katy Perry - Firework
 
 
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01 October 2010 @ 07:23 pm
 What time is it now? It's 2PM! It's Friday and it means one thing: weekend! 

hello there, my lifeCollapse ) 

Fangirling and nagging about fangirlingCollapse )
 
 
 
Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: BEAST - 숨
 
 
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 I should be taking notes for my British history seminar that I have tomorrow but  instead I'm writing an entry on lj. Celts, you can wait, right?  
 There's so much work to do, so many books to read and lot of tasks to complete but it feels great! Studying philology isn't easy  but it's interesting. Though  I doubt that some of things that are in our course will  be applied in real life. 
 Being a student rocks! I'm extremely happy about my academic life. My group is amazing  ♥ What's more, we have most of our lectures with Erasmus students, yhym yhym, it feels nice. Besides, I love it when our lecturers call us colleagues. 
 Tbh hearing and using English all the time is little bit strange but I'll get used to it. 
 
 
Current Location: land of happiness
Current Mood: energeticenergetic
Current Music: Fall Out Boy - This ain't a scene, it's an arms race
 
 
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 Jutro - wielki dzień, bo zaczynam studia! Tak, moi drodzy pobratymcy, studia na Litwie zaczynają się od września. I teraz moim  eldżejowi znajomi, którzy są studentami w Polsce, mogą się cieszyć, bo mają jeszcze miesiąc wolnego. Ale ja nie rozpaczam, o nie, wręcz przeciwnie, jestem zadowolona. I to mnie dziwi. 

 Byłam na trzydniowym obozie integracyjnym ze swoją bracią filologiczną. Wróciłam z niego z pięknymi wspomnieniami, siniakiem i bezsennością, ale  warto było. Do tego nauczyłam się tańca naszego fakultetu, który towarzyszy dźwiękom tunaka (ryje psychikę, ale świetna zabawa z tego).  A dzisiaj moje sto sześćdziesiąt trzy centymetry były na uniwerku i brały udział w przygotowaniach do pochodu ulicami starówki. W mordę, będę studiowała na starówce, a moją sąsiadką będzie sama pani prezydent! I kto mnie teraz przebije? 
 

  Na koniec się pochwalę tym, że mam nowe dziecko. Tym razem to yorkshire trailer, któremu jutro stukną trzy miesiące.  Małe to, hiperaktywne i urocze.

 Tym, którzy jutro zaczynają szkołę życzę powodzenia w nowym roku szkolnym, a reszcie - dobrego początku jesieni! ;) 
 
 
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: 5'nizza - Я не той
 
 
 
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 Tytuł: Nie martw się przegraną, bo przegrasz jeszcze nie raz.
Autor:
charismatisch

Fadom:
BEAST

Bohaterowie:
skoncentrowane na Hyunseung'u + Junhyung i reszta zespołu.

Pairing:
Hyunseung/Junhyung

Gatunek:
hurt/comfort

Ilość słów:
558
A/N: Dziękuję za betowanie
aniloratka i misako_amaya , które poświęciły swój cenny czas na przeczytanie i poprawienie tego fika. Jestem wam dozgonnie wdzięczna. 

Nie martw się przegraną, bo przegrasz jeszcze nie raz.Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: hothot
Current Music: BEAST - Special @ Dream concert
 
 
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23 July 2010 @ 08:40 pm
 

I found out that I got into the list of those, who will be studying English philology at Vilnius University!  And you know what's the best about it: Government will  pay for my studies.  Yeah, yeah, yeah.

People were telling me that I don't have any  chances to get into Vilnius University, I even believed them. But my luck helped me, once more.  This programme is the most popular so competition is though, around 30 people apply to one position and total number of applications this year was 1060.  I though that I may be among those, who will fail but  I'm a student now! 

BEAST meme. Day 2: Your favorite song of theirs.Collapse )
 
 
Current Location: 9th cloud
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: G.na - 꺼져 줄게 잘 살아 (feat. 용준형 of 비스트)
 
 
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I feel empty though nervous at the same time. Why? Well, I sent my university applications and  waiting for results is nerve wracking. I should get them this Friday but this waiting is killing me slowly.  I'm trying not to think about getting or not into university but this thought comes back from time to time. I hate waiting so much.

 

 
{Day 01:Your bias and why.}

Jang Hyun Seung - he's my bias and I cannot understand why so many people don't like him. I read many times that his shyness and reserved nature are the reasons but I like him because of that! He's mysterious, it takes some time to know him though it's easy to see that he acts according to his feeling:  if he's sad he is silent but when Hyunseung is in his happy mood then you can see him going crazy. I admire his hard working nature and fighters spirit, he works hard and always does his best. He didn't give up after being rejected from Big Bang. I read that he was really depressed after that but  he managed to get back on his way to being on stage. Everybody says that Yoseobie is the best singer in BEAST but to me this title belongs to Seungie. I love the way that his voice sounds. I keep on repeating  his part in Despite holding on  live performance.  What's more, his dancing is amazing. Hyunseung proofed that hard work and dedication pays off. I just wish that fans would pay more attention to him, he deserves it.

 
 
Current Location: in the land of chocolate
Current Mood: moodymoody
Current Music: Nas - Let There Be Light (Feat. Tre Williams)
 
 
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Every time people call them this way I roll my eyes though I understand why some may see it like this. Hyunseung was rejected from Big Bang, Doojoon was almost a part of OneDay, Kikwang was a solo artist and Junhyun was in Xing. They were or almost were on stage and then BUM! back to being a trainee. That's the reason, I guess. Well, I cannot change they way people think but I'm curious: when they use words like second-hand or recycled  are they making fun of them? Because to me saying that this or that idol is recycled doesn't sound like a positive comment. 

You know what, I'm starting to think that those, who call BEAST a secondhand group, might by the ones who give up easily in their life. If you're laughing from someone who managed to  get up after a failure  and , what's more important, who tried again to fulfill his dream then I really feel pity for you. I might be right or wrong, you might agree or disagree with me but I see it this way. 

Even though they failed they managed to get back on track. All members of BEAST worked hard for their dreams and they succeed. And I admire BEAST for that. What's more, that's the main reason why I'm a fan of them. People can say what they want about them but true talents will always speak for themselves and shine through darkness. 

To you BEAST members may be recycled but to me they’re the B2ST.  
 
 
Current Mood: draineddrained
Current Music: BEAST - Despite holding on live cover
 
 
charismatisch
15 July 2010 @ 11:03 pm
 Na wstępie chcę podziękować litoslaw , misako_amaya i aniloratka , które zgodziły się mi betować *bije pokłony*. Moja wdzięczność  wykracza poza granice EU. Tak bardzo was chciałam i teraz moja dewiacja literacko-fandomowa przebywa w krainie ekstazykpopowej

 A teraz do rzeczy: poszukuje bety. Ludzie, ja nawet nie domagam się CV!  Taka okazja zdarza się raz na ruski rok, serio! Oferta za 3,99 zł nie sięga mi do pięt *dumnie wypiera pierś*
 Rzucę trochę światła na moją próbę gryzmolenia. Właśnie w tych fandomach chcę zostawić ślad swojego kapcia w rozmiarze 36,5 i poszukuje bety, która zna si ę na poniższych fandomach:
  • Trueblood, The Vampire Diares 
  • saga Zmierzch
  • anime/manga - Naruto + Naruto Shipundendzik, Durarara!!, Death Not

Jeśli ktoś jeszcze zachce pójść ze mną noga w nogę przez tę wyboistą drogę pustynną, która prowadzi pod górkę, to będę dozgonnie wdzięczna. I zrobię wszystko, żeby moje tekst nie poturbowały betowych szarych komórek ani gustu. 
 
 
Current Location: dolina nadziei
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: Kitokie MC (feat. Skrip) - Viskas Bus Gerai